I wanted to use this post to talk about something I'm passionate about, Singing. As I said in my previous I grew up around music and it's a big part of my life something that came with that was singing, I love to sing and have been doing it since I was two I've never had a lesson so I'm not exactly a professional but I'm pretty good. Ever since I was two all I remember is wanting to become a famous singer and perform on stage and that's all I've ever wanted I did want to be an actor at some points as I enjoy acting but singing is something I focus on. My mum told me that when I was two I would walk around singing 'Destiny's Child - No, No, No' and ever since then I don't think I've gone a day without singing, I find that singing helps me to concentrate so while writing this I'm singing. Singing also puts me in a better mood, I'll be angry, sad, bored, or crying my eyes out and then I'll quietly sing a song to myself and forget how I felt moments before. Singing is an amazing way of letting out emotions and it helps if you can write songs which I will admit I find it hard to do as I've always had trouble putting my emotions into words, In school I always hate when it comes to poetry cause I can never think of the right words but one of my goals is to be able to write a song even if it's only okay I just want to know I can do it. I sometimes get insecure with my singing and think about it too much to a point where I think I sound like a dying elephant but I'm pretty sure I don't actually it's just me over thinking things. I'm a very shy person at times so I find it hard to sing in front of people at first but when I start I can't stop, last year I did Something I never thought I'd have the guts to do, I started uploading my videos on youtube and that was a big step for me cause of how shy and insecure I get and the fact that that over think things doesn't help cause I begin to worry that I suck cause I don't have as many views as some people but does what people think matter? well yeah it does especially seen as I want to become a famous singer and if people don't like me that ain't gonna happen is it but even though I don't have millions of fews and comments and likes doesn't mean i'ma give up. You don't know what will happen in the future so I keep going till I get what want and don't take no for an answer. I'll Give you a piece of advice NEVER SAY NEVER it's a good motto to live by.
Sorry if some of that seemed like a ramble of nonsense I'm a bit of rambler at times :)
if you wanna have a look at my youtube channel it'd be much appreciated (
http://www.youtube.com/user/GawjusAutii/videos) and if your reading this and your an aspiring singer or make music etc feel free to ask me to listen to you and I'll tell you what I think :) Love. Love. Love
